Living the Moment

When I was a child I was dying everyday to excel in studies
When I was in college I was dying everyday to achieve academic excellence
When I was in a job I was dying everyday to reach the top of the ladder
When I got married I was dying everyday to get the family  settled
But now I am really dying but I have forgotten how to live😔😔
If this is existence when do we ever live life.?
It is a thought to chew the cud and taste the sweetness of existence