The Perennial Cribber😩😩😩

35 years ago when I started my professional practise as a Doctor ,I was cribbing constantly that I had no practise. I was in a perennial state of mental agony and insecurity then. After 35 years when I am having an enviable medical practise I am still unhappy and cribbing as to why I am having practise.Have been meditating on this miserable existence for the last one week. Finally have realised that the cause of this misery is not outside but inside me. A sense of insecurity prevailed in the past as to whether my practise will improve. Now I am under the clutches of insecurity whether my practise will crumble. Realisation had finally dawned in me at dusk today that I am the cause of the misery and I need to work on it . I seek the blessings of all my friends to bless me to taste the nectar of this enlightening experience. ❤️❤️🙏🙏