Covidism & “Loss of my Mother”

Recently I had been to the funeral of a 92 year divine lady. Ever since then this thought has been haunting me “ When did I lose my mother?.” I told my Guru “ I lost my mother 35 summers ago at dusk one day.” My Guru observed stoic silence. He opened His eyes and they saw through me. He conveyed to me “ My dear loving son. You were physically born on 8 th June 1954 at 5am to the music of the chiming bells of Kapaleeswar Temple in Chennai, India.  Those bells did not ring to announce your arrival but to convey to you the departure   of your mom. Prior to your birth , you were inside her womb coexistening  only with her. There was no “I” in you then because you were naive. During your birth , when the umbilical cord was severed, you got detached from your mother..This detachment was True Death of your mother in the Real World.The departure of your mother’s soul from the body is just an illusion in the domains of Maya.. My Guru kissed COVID and me in the forehead and told us “ When you  are born , you are sad that your mother is  gone but at the same time you can feel   ecstatic that the “Wisdom of Detachment and True Death” is also  born. 😢